Posts Tagged ‘trust’

Trust But Verify

November 29th, 2020, posted in TV Shows, Words


Betrayed Love

May 19th, 2013, posted in Ink On PAPER, LoVE, Scarface'S DIARY

Betrayed Love,Betrayed,Love,hurt,pain,trust,You teach me now how cruel you’ve been – cruel and false. Why did you despise me ?? Why did you betray your own heart ? I have not found comfort since you broke my heart. You shouldn’t had done that. You have killed yourself. Yes, you may kiss me and cry and say you are sorry. You loved me – what right had you to leave me? What right – answer me – Because misery, and degradation, and death, and nothing that God or Satan could inflict would have parted us, you, of your own will did it. I have not broken your heart – you have broken it; and in breaking it, you have broken mine.

I was no different than them, yet I was saved.. I had left all that path long ago.. And I left it for us.. Only for us… I had always explained to you the way of life of a people who say every sort of wicked thing about me because I had not showed interest in them as they wanted. I left the dark paths of their duplicity , told you about my past and kept telling you about it from time to time. I had turned my eyes toward the light where there is salvation, truth and love. You where my light.. You where my hope…

Love is not something we give or get; it is something that we nurture and grow, a connection that can only be cultivated between two people when it exists within each one of them – we can only love others as much as we love ourselves.

But you exiled me from your life. You did’t believe me, like you did ever knew me .You didnt trusted me. You didnt did what I have told you. You did the worst thing to me that anyone can do to anyone else. Let them believe that there is love,trust and wanted and then showed that all was a lie infact a joke.
Thus with your lips you have denounced me, while my heart, bleeding within me, called you tender names. You made me a joke among your friends among your people and giving me a scar with each joke. Things have made me cruel… Each scar has made me SCARfACE. .  .  Now scars exist to show that I existed.

So this was betrayal. It was like being left alone in the desert at dusk without water or warmth. It left my mouth dry and will broken. It sapped my tears and made me hollow. Hard for me to take breath, to live.

Do I want to live ?? I can not live without my life !! I can not live without my soul !! What kind of living will it be when you . I may not rest as long as I live. There is nothing like wounded affection for giving poignancy to anger.betrayed,love,

You said I killed you–haunt me then. The murdered do haunt their murderers.

You said you cared nothing for my sufferings !! And yea why would you after all I was a clown. A big joke.

Than “It was a mistake,” you said. But the cruel thing was, it felt like the mistake was mine. So much the worse for me that I am strong. I still have love for you.. But you annoy me the ways I cannt even imagine. And worse part is you are still doing it. Repeating the mistakes over again and again. And not learning from it.. Not doing what you have been told to do.. And that drives me mad !!

Blame, disrespect, betrayal, and the withholding of affection damage the roots from which love grows. Love can only survive these injuries if they are acknowledged, healed and rare. But you are not even ready to do a single thing. You always think about yourself not for me. You never did. All you think about it is to feed your ego. To satisfy your ego. You never think about us but just about only you.

You always ask why I am always mad and angry. You always ask why I keep repeating myself over and over again.  It is because you havnt learned. You are still doing the same thing. You are not even sorry. Not single bit.

I don’t want to be there, simply because the idea of me being gone is too…scary. I want to be someone’s everything. I want fire and passion, and love that’s returned, equally. I want to be someone’s heart… Even if it means breaking my own.

Betrayed Love,Betrayed,Love,hurt,pain,trust,


When You Dont Understand

October 24th, 2011, posted in LoVE, MESSAGEs

The most worse thing is that when someone who really loves you ask you do you trust mE…. and you dont trust him…. and say i dont know…. Than who would know the answer of that…. Atleast answer him….tell him that you dont trust him…!

when you dont understand yourself

Ja TUJhYE tere haal par chora…Is se behtar TERi saza bhi nai……. ; ]


I Thought You Knew Me

September 20th, 2011, posted in LoVE, Scarface'S DIARY, Words

Only you know…
Sll of me intimatelee completely…

Only you know..
mY brightest hopes…mY little wishes…mY comfy copes…

Only you know..mY darkest sins…mY losses..mY wins..mY again begins…

Only you know..mY oldest sorrows..mY deepest pains…mY unknown tomorrows

Only you know..mY inside a book..without a doubt…with just a look…


Happiness Without Love

September 8th, 2011, posted in LoVE, MESSAGEs, Scarface'S DIARY

happiness of scarface

Happiness without love is sort of…infact almost…a hollow feeling…because I cannot imagine a world where I could or would be happy without having mY LoVE with mE….Love from mY FAMiLY…mY FRiENdS….n mY LoVER…..That is just mY version of happiness…I know in some1’s happiness they might not need love…but for mE…it’s a necessity n a priority…..LoVE gives me strength..courage..n hope…It makes mE believe.. there is goodness in this world.. n it makes me more happy…;)

I just hope that no one miss out of chance for happiness because of fear..pride..or stupidity…Like I lost it…As much as I would like to be in a relationship…to find love…n to move on to that stage of mY LiFE...

I m terrified of trusting someone with mY HEARt and having them crush it… All I ever needed her to fight for mE… trust mE…. n she has to be some1 who doesn’t give up easily… cause mY shield is strong but… it is complicated as well…

I don’t believe in fairy tales…but I do believe that when you choose to be with some1…when you commit to that person you do whatever you can to make it work…You trust that person… You listen to that person….Only than you can be happy…..

to make scarface happy work on it

Love is never easy…or supposed to be easy…because if it was easy…we wouldn’t know how precious it is….when you finally find it…n get to keep it….

I just hope that when mY LoVE meet this person… They may make it work…fight for LoVE… RELATiONSHiP…. n LiVE a LiFE together together…..though  we have compromise…

scarface final peace