Posts Tagged ‘fear’

Love Stoned

November 22nd, 2011, posted in LoVE, POEtRY..
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Temporary euphoria
as i enter his world of bliss
He looks over at me, smiles and whispers i love you
The suns rays captivate me, as i lay there inhaling deeply
I feel the sand between my toes, the sky so clear and blue
I feel the warmth of his body, i feel the warmth of his heart
He takes hold of my hand, and tells me to come with him
to escape the world, to run away from everyone
The passing breeze cools my flushing face
This is love
I am his and he is forever mine
I hear the waves nearing, oh how calm is this feeling
He takes my breath away
I am in love with him
I breathe a sigh of relief
I have found what i was searching for
My mind is finally at ease.
This is love
Just me, him, and this vast ocean
Seclusion, togetherness
A tear falls from my eye as i look at my surroundings
This is all i ever wanted
It has finally been granted to me
He grabs my face, and wipes my tear
He looks at me, as i gaze into his beautiful eyes
This is love, im drowning in it
This is temporary euphoria
The sky around us seems to darken in an instant
The waves come crashing in, as i hear the anger of the sea beside me
His face is stone cold, his touch no longer soothes me
He looks down at me
I see emptiness in his eyes
I see a bleak future with him
Im drowning in defeat
Those were bittersweet memories
A tear rolls down my face
as he looks down at me
He lets it fall, as the granules of sand absorb my hurt
So much has changed in such little time
My best friend has now become my worst enemy
This is not love
I just persuaded myself that it was
His beauty quickly faded and now im left feeling jaded
We have grown so apart, although we stand here toe to toe
I am not his, and he was never mine
My disappointment in him is oceans wide
This is not the man i once loved
This is temporary euphoria
– Danya Aljayyosi
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To End Yourself In Love

November 1st, 2011, posted in Ink On PAPER, LoVE, Scarface'S DIARY
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Scarface love killedIt happened so quickly that i didn’t even realize what i was doing…
I told you I wanna end that game…
And you didn’t even realize that I was waiting for something else…
Much much bigger that that…

I wanted you to argue…
I wanted you to beg mE to stay…
To yell at mE…
And get mad about my choice…
I wanted you to prove other that they are wrong and I am the one who is right…
But instead…
You did just nothing….You did nothing to hold me back…

I was amazed at your calmness….I was shocked by your reaction…but there was nothing i could do now… And maybe I truly decided to leave you right at that second…when I saw no care in your eyes…nothing in yours words to hold me…
I got lost in my own game so easily….I had a feeling like it was you who was leaving…

And now as so much time has passed…
No…i don’t miss you… i miss the one who I lost that day…. And we both know that you were never in love with me…never…I was just a time pass to you…nothing else….

Yet i loved you so much…
And still do….

Just our loves were different from each other…We never wanted the same and non of us was trying to give up, until one day…

I sacrificed mY own love in order to kill yours…..

I didnt suicide or killed mYSELf…
I just stopped the way I used to live…
I just left the way I was…
And now…
I am just nothing but a memory which is soon gonna fade away….

dont kill yourself

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Never Try To Trick Me With A Kiss

October 31st, 2011, posted in LoVE
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Dont Try To Trick Poison With A Kiss

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Challenge Of The Day

October 27th, 2011, posted in LoVE
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You Will Know How Important I Am To You

October 15th, 2011, posted in LoVE
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You Will Know How Important Poison Is To You

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