Posts Tagged ‘Forgetting’
Forgetting Someone
February 3rd, 2012, posted in LoVE
How do you restrict yourself from crying and having tears when you remember someone you really loved or cared about? Again I keep hearing that phrase “don’t consider someone a priority, when they consider you just an option” a lot but I don’t see it working. Someone who you were really good friends with but then they backed off. You gave a lot of time, energy and loyalty to that relationship.
I never believed something I went through could change me. It did and I do acknowledge it. I have become a bit mean. I don’t reply to my friends for days, I don’t stay in touch with people that often, it is totally okay with me if I don’t talk to someone, just because ONE person did a horrible thing to me and hurt me. I don’t feel so in to friendships (online, phone or physical – real life) any more and I keep on questioning things and becoming cautious.
Recently I deleted someone from my MSN, Gmail and my phone. Someone sent me a lot of messages. I was so cold that I read those messages and it had no affect on me. I know my behaviour has hurt them a lot. Yet, I acted like this. Later, I did cry. What’s gotten in to me? I was not like this before. I used to be fun to be around with, I used to be someone people loved to talk to. I used to be a jolly and fun loving person. After this incident, I have become so alienated, and all the time I keep thinking about what happened. I need to forget the incident and the person and move on.
