POiSON WORLD

Happiness without love is sort of…infact almost…a hollow feeling…because I cannot imagine a world where I could or would be happy without having mY LoVE with mE….Love from mY FAMiLY…mY FRiENdS….n mY LoVER…..That is just mY version of happiness…I know in some1’s happiness they might not need love…but for mE…it’s a necessity n a priority…..LoVE gives me strength..courage..n hope…It makes mE believe.. there is goodness in this world.. n it makes me more happy…;)

I just hope that no one miss out of chance for happiness because of fear..pride..or stupidity…Like I lost it…As much as I would like to be in a relationship…to find love…n to move on to that stage of mY LiFE...

I m terrified of trusting someone with mY HEARt and having them crush it… All I ever needed her to fight for mE… trust mE…. n she has to be some1 who doesn’t give up easily… cause mY shield is strong but… it is complicated as well…

I don’t believe in fairy tales…but I do believe that when you choose to be with some1…when you commit to that person you do whatever you can to make it work…You trust that person… You listen to that person….Only than you can be happy…..

Love is never easy…or supposed to be easy…because if it was easy…we wouldn’t know how precious it is….when you finally find it…n get to keep it….

I just hope that when mY LoVE meet this person… They may make it work…fight for LoVE… RELATiONSHiP…. n LiVE a LiFE together together…..though  we have compromise…